As I write today, I'm confiding within myself as to where I begin. I know that every part of me has moved on and some of me has been left behind in the past. I know the people who traveled to my future are here for a reason and the people who didn't, they have their own life to live. I know that as time rolls on, everyone learns a new lesson about life and learns a little detail about themselves.
I've learned that people are manipulative and don't care about anyone else's feelings besides their own. I knew one day I would find the answer to why I held on to you, and I found it a few days ago. You taught me the most important lesson of my life. I WILL NEVER TRUST ANOTHER GUY and I can thank you for that. I confided inside you and told you all my secrets. I gave you every emotion and every part of me. I gave you all the love in the world and what did you give me in return? Disappointment. You were the biggest waste of my time. College comes for you in 3 months, and I don't think I'll smile again until the day you're gone. I can't wait for the day to come. I'd never felt so betrayed in my life. I used to see the good in you. I used to believe in everything you were. I used to trust my life when it was in your hands. Now, I feel as if I'm a lie because of it. You stole my freshman year and I wasted it over what? Something pointless.
Everyone learns a new lesson everyday. I promise life goes on. People make mistakes and sometimes things can't be forgiven. Some friends come and go, but the true ones are in for the long run. You'll never be quite sure of whose the true one. Honestly, don't run from emotions and don't run from feelings. This could possibly be the biggest mistake for anyone. Don't run because sooner or later, you'll run out of running space. It takes time, but don't give up on anyone. Everyone deserves a chance, and few deserve a second chance.
