It sets back in.

The feeling so close to you sets back in. The feeling you know oh so well. It's best friends consist of crying, puking, and sleeping. You don't get out of bed. You don't stop crying. You can't smile. You feel yourself stop wanting to do anything. You feel as if everything around you is dead. That setting is depression. You fit in so well, it's as if you were born there. The people recognize you because you've visited before. You just can't shake the feeling out of you. You become scared of him. He is the one who controls you. He is the one you love and you broke him. You broke him, so he broke you. You saw it all crumbling around you and so did he. But you both couldn't give up. It's that L word that you were both afraid of. You squeeze yourself to feel something but everything is numb. Only his touch releases a bit of the pain and numbness inside. And when he leaves, all of it comes back. You knew better but the feeling of love told you that you couldn't resist. You couldn't resist this one. He was THE one. Yet you still played it safe. And after you let it all out there, you tried to run and hide. Only his grip was so tight, that you fell even deeper into him. You fell so deep that you knew you'd stay there forever. Until you without any insight of it happening, broke him. Now he visits with you.