Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Love is here.

No road is ever perfect but it's for the flaws and mistakes that we fall more and more for someone. The smile someone can put on your face is enough. The moments someone can take your breath away are the moments where we thank God we're alive. And last, the moments where you feel like you never want to leave that moment, those are the moments worth living for. These are all apart of falling in love. We don't fall in love with perfect people. We fall in love with imperfect people who are perfect for us. I believe that when you truly love someone, the whole world stops spinning when you aren't together. I believe that being in love is the greatest feeling and not worth giving up for anything. Love is an emotion that has no adjectives or nouns to even come close to being able to describe it. Love begins in your heart and spreads throughout your body. It can consume your life. A life without love is a life not lived. Love can make people do some pretty stupid things. Love can also drive some people crazy. The best love is being in love with your best friend. The moments where you get to be silly and just laugh at each other are the moments that all make it feel real. Being able to share trust in each other is definitely a virtue to cherish. Another virtue to cherish is patience. As hearts heal and wounds begin to open back up, as the other part of the love, you have to be patient and wait for the right time to come. If you try to jump back in so quickly, the wounds and scars can only get bigger. Another virtue needed is faith. Having faith in what God can bring to you is truly a magnificent thing to have in the relationship. With God helping to push the two of you forward, it feels like your heart is floating on air. Love is truly a beautiful creation. It's like a flower. It starts off small and closed. You have to properly feed and nurture the flower before it can open up to let everyone see it's beauty. After its open, it's vulnerable to all the surroundings. As long as you care for the flower, it will stay beautiful. We must do the same with love. It must be filled with care, compassion, and all the virtues necessary. Love is an emotion with no meaning but the greatest feelings.

Late night thoughts.

As I lay down, all the thoughts start to rush through my head. Why did I do that? Why woul I let myself do something so stupid? Why did I mess it all up? The answers never seem to pop up. Until I read something in a bathroom the other day. It was a quote I knew so familiarly when I was a child. The quote said life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Life is about dancing in the rain. I began to try to put this quote into position in my life. Truth is, my life feels like a huge storm is hanging over my head and there isn't a way to get away from it. I see the light and I cling to it for dear life, but in the end, I lose grip. So I fall right back under the storm. So as I started to think about this quote, I thought of how to apply it. What I should do in order to make it apply in my life and to the current situations I find myself put into. I may be underneath a storm, but when that little light comes through instead of clinging to it, I need to hold it and cherish it for the little time I'm aloud to have. Instead of worrying about when I'll lose it, I need to think positively about the time I have with the light before the darkness comes back around. The harder I cling to the light, the more the storm wants to fight it and win it over. This applies in almost every situation. The storm will always exist in your life. It will never go away. But once you find your light, don't let it go. Make sure that you treat the light with care because you want the light to break up your darkness more often that the time you're surrounded by the darkness. Light conquers darkness everytime will always be the truth.