Late night thoughts.

As I lay down, all the thoughts start to rush through my head. Why did I do that? Why woul I let myself do something so stupid? Why did I mess it all up? The answers never seem to pop up. Until I read something in a bathroom the other day. It was a quote I knew so familiarly when I was a child. The quote said life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Life is about dancing in the rain. I began to try to put this quote into position in my life. Truth is, my life feels like a huge storm is hanging over my head and there isn't a way to get away from it. I see the light and I cling to it for dear life, but in the end, I lose grip. So I fall right back under the storm. So as I started to think about this quote, I thought of how to apply it. What I should do in order to make it apply in my life and to the current situations I find myself put into. I may be underneath a storm, but when that little light comes through instead of clinging to it, I need to hold it and cherish it for the little time I'm aloud to have. Instead of worrying about when I'll lose it, I need to think positively about the time I have with the light before the darkness comes back around. The harder I cling to the light, the more the storm wants to fight it and win it over. This applies in almost every situation. The storm will always exist in your life. It will never go away. But once you find your light, don't let it go. Make sure that you treat the light with care because you want the light to break up your darkness more often that the time you're surrounded by the darkness. Light conquers darkness everytime will always be the truth.