DON'T LET ME GO.

I'm falling apart, and this time it's too late for you to say sorry. I can't believe that line one more time. I'm saying good-bye and this time I mean it. You've used the last straw and this was the last chance I'd given you. I've learned my lesson.

It's hard saying no to someone you truly care about and someone you want to be there for. It's hard when you pour your heart and soul out to someone and they don't say anything back. It's hard to walk away from the one person you don't want to ever leave your life. It's easy to take that person back instead of walking away. It's easy to forgive them. It's easy to try to forget what happened. It's easy to say yes instead of no. It's easy to believe someone instead of thinking they're lying. It's easy to put all your trust in them but hard to believe they'd betray that trust. It's easy to want that person but hard to realize they don't want you back. It's easy to love a person but hard to see they don't feel the same. It's hard to find out they'd lied to you the whole time but easy to believe they would never lie. It's never going to be one or the other. You always have one or the other, and it's ever the one you want. It's hard fighting for a guy who never fights for you back. It's hard looking at the person you fell for & watching them be with someone else. It's harder to watch the person you fell for, look at you the same but then tell you they don't feel anything.

It's weird walking away from someone you really care about. It's hard to lie to everyone when you know how you truly feel and just can't help how you feel. Moving on is the hardest part. Kissing another guy is even weirder when you're looking for the other guy's touch.

Fighting just to feel something is something everyone does. As a girl, you just want a reaction. As a guy, he wants to see you care. Girls tend to fight with guys because the guy shows no emotion & the girl wants to see if they feel anything. Everyday gets harder walking past each other like you barely know each other. It's heartbreaking to see he wants everything you want, but he knows you can't have it. It's amazing to be head over heels one day, to hating each other the next day. It's different just walking past each other.

It's funny how you can still smile & act like everything is perfectly okay, when we all know it's not. The only person who doesn't know is him. You just wanna say, fight for me like i fight for you. Chase me like I chase you. Be there for me like I'm there for you. Listen to me the way I listen to you. I'm slipping from your grip & I'm gonna fall. You're gonna loose me.

Don't let me go, just don't.