WEAK.

Life turns tables. Life knocks you down but you always get back up.

Take down the pictures. Throw away the letters. Delete the number. Erase the messages. Change your mind. Find a new person. Each step makes it easier on you. Follow it & convince yourself that you can find someone else. When you convince yourself, that's when you actually will.

Coming to the point of admitting your weak is the hardest part. The part of being vulnerable around anyone. The part of where you make yourself laugh. The part where you get tired of being called stupid. The part where you just hate the world because the one thing you want can't just love you back. Well, that's when it's time to look at the bigger picture. Everyone deserves someone who will love them. Someone who would give their world to be with you. You're going to find someone who thinks the world of you. You just have to let go of the person holding you back from that. Rip the strings away from that person & say no I don't want you anymore. I don't care about you. I don't need you.

It's weird looking at that person with someone else. It's weird seeing that person everywhere you go. It's weird them saying you'll find someone better than me when the only person you see is them. But really, they suck. All that person has done is ripped you down. They've just hurt you. Push them away the way they pushed you away. Don't smile at them in the hall. Don't text them back if they text you. Ignore them the way they ignored you. Just learn to say NO! It's like a drug. You've got to be willing to move on, to move on.

It's time. No one knows really how you feel inside except you. No one sees the pain or feels the hurt you feel. Other people may experience it & maybe some can relate, but no one knows exactly what you felt. It's the weird feelings swirling around in your head & through your veins. The feelings that get mixed up in everything. Don't ever let alcohol or drugs consume these feelings. It's the worst decision. Don't let someone control you. Don't do something just to see if that person will care.

Life your life for you.
I'm out of words for a while.
I need that inspiration once again.